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It seems I only write these days when bad things happen. Tumblr has apparently become less a daily dairy and more an occasionally needed outlet.
On Sunday, I learned of the passing of another one of my friends back in Canada; the second friend in as many years. Once again I find myself unable to reminisce or grieve with friends. And, once again, I won’t be able to go back for the services.
It’s drastically changed my grieving process, to the point where I don’t really go through it anymore. Without having family or friends that share the same memories, I can either have a complete breakdown alone, or bottle everything up, bury myself in work and training, and just keep on going. I have subconsciously chosen the latter, despite knowing that it can’t be healthy.
Dom, you will be missed.