When I got out of bed this morning, I didn’t have to ensure that I was anchored to the floor; neither did I have to slide on special weighted slippers. When I left my house, I didn’t even think twice about whether or not I would stick to the ground.
No one fears falling up. Not a single person is ever concerned with the possibility that gravity will stop working on this planet, or that we’ll begin separating from the surface, and somehow float up and up until we disappear from sight. We worry about falling down; that’s normal.
Some of us, when up high, like a tall building or high spanning bridge, get nervous about heights. It’s not the altitude we’re at, of course; it’s the possibility of falling a greater distance. If you feel compelled to argue that it truly is the altitude, then why can someone have a fear of heights but not stress about roaming the streets of Denver? It’s much higher than sea level and yet walking around in Denver doesn’t stress us out. It’s not altitude that bugs us- it’s the fear of falling.
But as I’ve already mentioned, it seems to be reserved to the fear of falling down, not up. We never doubt that gravity will do its job. Some of us that have a fear of heights (a fear of falling from heights) are so convinced of the power of gravity that the concept of boarding a passenger-brick-with-wings and commuting from one side of the country to another is ridiculous. To those of us who fly frequently, we’ve tested a plane’s ability to defy gravity enough that we trust planes to consistently allow us to safely leave the earth’s surface.
And yet even though a plane can defy gravity, we don’t feel the compulsion to weigh anchor with a plane, as if it will magically float adrift on us like a boat in open water. That’s because most of us have a solid understanding that planes must overcome gravity’s force using a variety of opposing forces in order to get off the ground. When a plane isn’t exerting these forces, gravity wins: no holds bar.
We intrinsically know that whatever goes up, must come down; we learn this within the first few times that we throw something up, only to see it come crashing back down. Now, with this said, our young minds were no doubt perplexed when we let go of our first helium balloon and watched it float out of sight. But even a balloon filled with helium will eventually come back down, whether we see it do so or not. In fact, helium, as a gas, can only rise on its own into the atmosphere to a certain limit before earth’s gravity holds it within the atmosphere.
Gravity effects everything on this planet, regardless of mass. Galileo proved in the famous Tower of Pisa experiment that gravity works on objects of different mass at the same rate. So when we see cartoons with characters who, when holding something like an anvil, are accelerating faster, it actually does us a disservice in our understanding of gravity: more mass doesn’t necessarily equal more acceleration.
The point I’m getting at is that as a force, gravity controls so many of the things we that we take for granted. Gravity is responsible for the length of our days and years. It is responsible for our seasonal changes. It governs tidal changes. Gravity is what allows us to experience rainfall. It provides us with a liveable atmosphere. Gravity has such a significant role on so many things, that without gravity we wouldn’t be alive today.
But we never fear that it will fail us. You never see someone loading their shoulders with more weight to ensure that they are heavy enough to stick to the earth’s surface. By throwing weight on your shoulders you’ve done nothing to increase the gravitational effect on you, all you’ve done is increased the amount of force you need to exert to deal with the increase in mass you’ve taken on. Therefore, the more weight you carry doesn’t mean an increase in gravity, it only means there is an increased demand for the work you must do.
This all seem blatantly obvious when talking about Gravity. But what about another invisible force, even greater than gravity?
What about faith?
In the same way that gravity is the force acting on us to remain grounded on this planet, faith in God is the force acting on us to remain grounded in God. The moment we believe in God is the moment God’s faithfulness and our faith are united in this unstoppable force. In fact, having faith in God is so great a force that to try to distance yourself from him is, in effect, the same thing as trying to overcome gravity: you need to exert tremendous amounts of opposing force to separate yourself. Don’t we often see this in people who choose not to believe in God? They must expend fantastic amounts of energy to prove that he doesn’t exist; and the amazing thing is, no matter what scientific effort is put forth, humans will never cease to discover that God is unsearchable. At the end of every search from God you realize the unsearchability of it all is God. Those who try earnestly not to believe must convince themselves of radical belief-sets to ensure their steadfast belief that there is no God. They must try with all their might to reduce complex human experiences like love down to a set of neurological and chemical processes in the human body. They must labor at length to explain the miraculous, and when it can’t be explained they labor at lengths defending the “we just don’t understand it yet” argument. People trying to separate themselves from God may indeed think they are separate from him, and yet there is no human argument possible to completely leave the “gravitational” reality of God’s magnitude. While humans have found ways to escape earths gravity by exerting just enough force to get us to outer space, with God there simply is no outer space to get to.
And while some of us are striving tirelessly to escape the pull faith has on us spiritually, others of us have erred in the opposite direction. None of us fear falling up with Gravity, yet some of the most religious people out there have this irrational fear of floating away from God- despite this incredible force holding us to him. And our fear causes us to do the most irrational things to “bolster” the force of faith in our lives. Like a person trying to increase the force of gravity by carrying more weight, we spiritually try burdening ourselves with church-going, bible-reading, prayer, and other christian practices, thinking that these activities will add enough weight to our faith to keep us close to God. But just like adding weight to increase gravity only really increases the work you must do, so does adding “weight” to increase “spirituality” only really increase the works you’ve done. And just like adding needless weight will eventually crush you, believing that the weight of your works will bring you closer to God will eventually crush you as well.
We must trust, at the end of the day, that by faith and faith alone we are justified. Faith in God will hold us to him. These actions just aren’t the anchor we should be depending on to keep us close to him. He is the anchor; he is the rock.
So then what are we to think of going to church and reading the bible and remaining disciplined in spiritual practices? If they don’t keep us close to God what do they do?
By adding these to our lives, the parallel remains the same as that we have used with gravity. We don’t carry more weight to hold us to the ground, but when do we carry more weight, to end do we find such practice being advantageous?
To those of you who know me personally, you know that I can be found at least once a day loading a barbell with weight so that I can lift it. Am I fearful I’m going to just float away? of course not. I lift weight to get stronger. Because I load my muscles to strengthen them, I can accomplish things that others effected by gravity can’t. It doesn’t change my relationship with Gravity, it permits me to engage with gravitational forces differently.
In the same way, we add church, prayer, scripture, and other disciplines to our life, not to keep us closer to God, but to strengthen us. It doesn’t increase or decrease our relationship with him. The force of our faith in his love is unchanging. But these “works” do offer us is a chance to strengthen ourselves. Since we are held by faith in God, to God, in what ways can we be trained spiritually to engage with this awesome faith in new ways?
If I never did squats, I might only ever be able to jump 20-some-odd-inches, but I could still jump. Because I have worked with heavier and heavier loads in my squats I am capable of jumping 30-some-odd-inches. The ability to jump higher doesn’t mean much on its own, but immersed in something practical, like basketball, it means I can enjoy playing a game more. Because I jump higher than most, I can dunk; and given that my jump-shot is about 10% effective from anywhere in the field, the ability to dunk adds value to my game by enabling me to score in a way that compensates for a way I struggle in.
If I never read my Bible, I might only ever be able to recite familiar sayings from scripture, but in the very least I would know some truths about God because of the faith I have in him. But because I read my Bible regularly, I know so many more truths and intricacies about God, even though my faith hasn’t increased. I believe in him because he exists. I don’t believe in him more because I can recite more Biblical truths about him. And the ability to know more truths about God doesn’t mean much on its own, but immersed in something practical, like missions, it means I can enjoy that field even more. Because I know the Word more intimately I can live out my beliefs more lovingly. And given that my ability to memorize scripture is even worse than my jump-shot, the ability to apply Biblical truths in the way I live adds value to living missionally in a way that compensates for my inability to memorize verses.
In Ephesians and James we find what seems to be a competing thoughts on faith and works. Traditionally we tend to think Ephesians is telling us to focus more on faith (This is backed up by a reading of Galatians 3, https://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Galatians+3&version=NIV ). We also tend to think that James is arguing to focus more on works. What we’re failing to see is that each of the author’s audiences have erred in one way or the other, and both authors are working to correct this error to provide a more nuanced perspective of faith and works interwoven. Here’s what they say:
8For it is by grace you have been saved, through faith—and this is not from yourselves, it is the gift of God— 9not by works, so that no one can boast. 10For we are God’s handiwork, created in Christ Jesus to do good works, which God prepared in advance for us to do. (Ephesians 2:8-10)
14What good is it, my brothers and sisters, if someone claims to have faith but has no deeds? Can such faith save them? 15Suppose a brother or a sister is without clothes and daily food. 16If one of you says to them, “Go in peace; keep warm and well fed,” but does nothing about their physical needs, what good is it?17In the same way, faith by itself, if it is not accompanied by action, is dead.
18But someone will say, “You have faith; I have deeds.”
Show me your faith without deeds, and I will show you my faith by my deeds. 19You believe that there is one God. Good! Even the demons believe that—and shudder.
20You foolish person, do you want evidence that faith without deeds is useless ? 21Was not our father Abraham considered righteous for what he did when he offered his son Isaac on the altar? 22You see that his faith and his actions were working together, and his faith was made complete by what he did. 23And the scripture was fulfilled that says, “Abraham believed God, and it was credited to him as righteousness,” and he was called God’s friend. 24You see that a person is considered righteous by what they do and not by faith alone. (James 2:14-24)
Even just reading them now you can feel that the tone of one leans heavily to faith over works, while the other leans heavily to works over faith. But looking more carefully can you see that in Ephesians the passage ensures that it’s reader knows that works are meant to be had in that we have been “prepared for good works.” In the James passage we see that it’s works by faith, rather than faith alone. It’s both-and, not either-or. While works won’t increase the grace or the faith you have, a faith without working it out is one that’s “dead.”
You might be thinking, “What what do you mean? I thought you just said works doesn’t effect the quality or capacity of my faith.” And it doesn’t; but just because gravity is acting on your body does it mean you are able to walk? No. It takes training as an infant to develop the strength to work within the laws of gravity, in order to walk. If we never did any work at all within the context of gravity, we wouldn’t be able to move. If we aren’t able to move at all is that not, in some way, a form of being dead? And it’s the same with faith. Faith is a powerful belief in God, but if you don’t exercise within the context of faith and engage your faith, aren’t you just as “dead?” The reality is you need both. I can’t develop strength if gravity doesn’t act on the weights that I move. I equally can’t develop strength if I choose not to move the weights at all. I need to test myself within the force of gravity constantly in order to develop strength and functionality within a world of gravitational force.
In the same way I need faith to hold me to God, and ways to exercise my faith. The exercises I do help me understand how faith acts on my spirit and enables me to discipline myself to work within the power of that faith to do some pretty incredible things. But in order to make the force of faith come alive in my life, I need to engage in activities that test my faith. The Epistle of James also states:
2Consider it pure joy, my brothers and sisters, whenever you face trials of many kinds, 3because you know that the testing of your faith produces perseverance. 4Let perseverance finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything. (James 1:2-4)
We have this fantastic opportunity to train this incredible force in our lives to do wonderful things for the Glory of God. When we engage with works oriented living, we need to remember what it truly is that we are doing. We’re not improving our faith connection to God, we’re bulking up our potential to be active in our faith.
One of the great spiritual fears I hear regularly is the fear of falling away, and to that I say if the thought of tying an anchor around your waist to keep you from floating away seems ridiculous to you because of your belief in gravity, how much more ridiculous is it to think that the greatest force in the universe can’t hold you? Your ability to overcome the crushing sense of having to carry your religion will become less burdensome, to the extent that you understand and believe in the magnitude of God’s pull on your life. You must change your perspective of works of faith from that which keeps you grounded, to that which can keep you growing.
My prayer is that those who are spiritually exhausted by religiosity will benefit from the relief of knowing God is doing the work to hold you to him- by grace which you received on faith. And I also pray that you will come to enjoy exercising and practicing your faith as you test it each day, becoming more complete, and lacking in nothing.